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Horrible memories are back again My horrible memories They haven't a friend Sayin' it before Now do it again Memories of tragedies Memories you scare me I'm gonna inebriate them I'm gonna inebriate them I will get it And I will use it To my advantage Right up to the brink Of damage I will suck from it Every juice Every drop Put to use You don't know shit So leave me be I wanna wallow In self pity It's happy hour on a sad train I need these drinks to dull the pain So don't you question how do I cope Oh can't you see there is no hope No reason though it rhymes 21 hours just me and mine I will get it and I will use it to my advantage Right up to the brink of damage You don't know shit So leave me be I wanna wallow In self pity It's happy hour on a sad train I need these drinks to dull the pain So don't you question how do I cope Oh can't you see there is no hope No reason though it rhymes 21 hours just me and mine My horrible memories are back again