Love And Pain lyrics

All along I have known that forlorn is what I've become Never far from being afraid of something that myself had made My only lie Was to tell myself I wasn't trying On and on Still, always, it isn't the same I'll steal away the light that you gave Find a way to hate me again Till I can give you love and pain My only lie Was to tell myself I wasn't trying On and on I've seen all the ways of you I've seen all the ways of you My only lie Was to tell myself I wasn't trying to love again My only lie Was to tell myself I was