Saboteur lyrics

Don’t got much to say Staying up too late Waking up so tired Dragging through the day Belly full of grease I should eat more greens Things I say I’ll do But I put off for weeks Watching all the trends from the outside Jealous of my friends on the inside, oh Writing off the things that I don’t like Envious of people who know what they want, cuz I fall in deeper What I want, I’m not really sure Confident then insecure I’m a saboteur I fall in deeper What do I even deserve? Doubtful then I’m self-assured I’m a saboteur