Killing You lyrics

You see the scar in my side. I've tasted pain of candy thorns. There is no scar that I can hide. They're on my sleeve tattered and worn. I need you here with me, but you seem so far away. You seem so far away. I'm killing you again. I didn't wanna see the tears in your eyes. Should've seen what could become, but i had to see you breaking inside. Your back's against the wall again. There's gotta be a way of stopping myself from killing you again, killing you again. The walls are closing in on you. All you are has been lost through what I have become. I keep on going with blinded eyes, but on the outside looking in I can see just who I am. I need you here with me, but you seem so far away. I'm feeling so alone...cause I've pushed you far away.