Not Coming Home, Pt. 6 lyrics

Now where do I go from here? It's all I ever wanted Why am I disappointed In myself? I never hesitated But now I'm so frustrated What if this all was a mistake? I made it work I watched it crumble in my hands I dried the tears and did my best Oh, how it hurts To watch it swallow everything But a fading memory Something in me Makes me doubt myself Every step of this way I try to heal but it stays Something in me Makes me doubt myself Every step of this way I try to heal but it stays The longer I stare Into the abyss The clearer I see The abyss watching me I made it work I watched it crumble in my hands I dried the tears and did my best Time to move on And after decades gone I'm glad to say, I'm finally coming home