A.m. lyrics

I'm not really confidant One struggle inside the war The night is not over Not even closer And i'm going downhill I'm running out of night pills What does it take to keep me in line? Is that really what i wanted ? No Is that what i need ? I know, maybe i don't think this way So many questions to answer Became my deasese The sun is melting like tears at 6 a.m. Is that really what i wanted ? No Is that what i need ? I know maybe i don't A state of suffering alone It's gravity, all the way