The Illusion Of Strength lyrics

Break my back Spine splintered i sit smoking crack I'm above your concern My mind is infinite and my heart burns An abscess where saints exchange smut verse by verse Sitting on my chest Reeking of sex Look into the denial i project With every confident gesture Every monument to your interest In this filthy apartment complex Turn around Shut the fucking door Here is your shit Tie it off Cut my own throat Just to hear myself cough up Your ignorant, filthy need for a shot of my courage Fetal and helpless Goddamn miscarriage Carry me to the cross I am your god Crossdressed and silent and holding your drugs Forgetting my family exists I live unrestricted A deity to poisonous habits It's my feet the children all kiss Fuck if they die, i'll take the credit Burning glass cracked out of confidence in my swift re-grip Abominations Contagious and pathetic Forget it