Purgatorying (part 3) lyrics

I've held you up like a deity Like you're the sole owner of wings This unrequited tunnel vision And I wonder why I've not been writing Don't disturb me in this state Please keep me purgatorying I'll be damned if I'm to wake This is far more than - than I have bargained for I'll be damned if I'm to wake This is far more than I'm equipped for