Cold Spell lyrics

My dreams are breaking fevers Lying on a death bed Crying at the mirror In moments of reflection Nothing lasts forever It's foolish to expect it Surely as it's leaving Sometimes all we're left is A cold spell casting over Everything we've felt When there's no one Left to tell I keep it to myself Wanting anything else Back home I don't have a backbone Can anyone remind me Of who I was a year ago Before sad love Sounded better Than the lack of Cause now I'm just alone