Not The One lyrics

I’d call you out but I don’t want to go there Guess I misunderstood Why am I the last one to know when I find out? The last thing I need is your candied version Of us at the edge of a road that goes to nowhere Am I not the one you wanted? I’m tired of living a lie If I’m not the one you wanted Stop wasting away our lives Your pretty voice makes tender excuses Only you can take the best from a bad situation Are you just fakin’? Chained by my decisions I live within confusion Am I alone when you leave home? Sometimes it hurts to think that The world I know exists in Nothing more than an illusion