Try To Understand lyrics

Well I'm sitting here in silence And I'm feeling so discouraged 'Cause I only want to call you But I just don't have the courage And it seems like only yesterday things were going fine It's funny how our lives can change In only seconds' time And I know I'll miss the bad jokes and the way you never called I know I'll miss the way your TV glowed blue on the wall As we lay there in the darkness Try to understand it all Understand it all Couldn't understand at all I'm sorry that I never could Quite say this to your face Always hiding behind melody lines Hooks that keep me safe And I know this may be catchy But I know you can't relate So what's possible's impossible And that I won't debate But I know I'll miss the bad jokes and the way you never called I know I'll miss the way your TV glowed blue on the wall as we lay there in the darkness Try to understand it all Understand it all Couldn't understand at all So don't take this the wrong way This is nothing like the past I'm fine and I am okay With the fact that this won't last And I'll try to fix my problem Sorry I was so afraid Of what could've been What should've been Oh, what a mess I've made 'Cause I know I'll miss the bad jokes and the way you never called I know I'll miss the way your TV glowed blue on the wall As we lay there in the darkness Try to understand it all Understand it all Couldn't understand at all...