Tortured lyrics

I was alive after the murder Yes I survived after the crash You know my dreams You couldn't haunt them And when you tried I only laughed Yes I am tortured But I'm happy When you push me to the edge And I can't take it When you fake it Trying to make it easy on my head Yes I am tortured Got a twisted little mind Yes I am tortured But I'm happy I wasnt harmed You couldn't curse me Yes I survived after the blast And all your screaming It only drives me on It drives you nuts It makes me laugh You do me wrong it makes me strong