Tired lyrics

What causes this neverending tearing pain I'm not alone, but still feel alone I don't know what life feels like This death has filled me so completely, so completely Yet I feel, I want it or not, I feel. I feel Does it mean hope, what a strange word to me I'm sorry for doing this, but I hope you'll understand I'm too tired, I'm too tired, I'll hope you'll understand I'm sorry for doing this I'm sorry for doing this, but I'll hope you understand Pain has not left, it's still hurting Sorrow is my only feeling It's feeding me, it's eating me