Ordinary Life lyrics

I am so sick Got all the diseases out there Life is so mixed I'm gonna have to crawl Out of this hole Though I'm getting thirsty out here I don't need to dig any more deep to make the water spill out I am so low What the hell is wrong with me I see no problem Do I need to crawl Away from you All the way into the rabbit's hole to save my soul And get this world I don't fit figured out I need a fresh start I don't like what I see I need a true heart Defibrillate me! I'm getting so sickened inside By doing only what I'm told To live an ordinary life I don't believe in so I am so cool Shame no one can see it in me I am so through That I won't let me die Just to stay true And shove it on your faces how I make my own ways No matter how you try to make me buy I've been so right All my life and told to be wrong So hard I tried To find a middle ground Wasting my time I just didn't know that when you have a call there's Nothing else you do to make you satisfied I need a fresh start I don't like what I see I need a true heart Defibrillate me! I'm getting so sickened inside By doing only what I'm told To live an ordinary life I don't believe in so Now I'm the proof of all your crimes And all your pills are getting old I've been a pet for all your lies But not for longer now Oh, oh I'm getting so sickened inside By doing only what I'm told To live an ordinary life I don't believe in so Now I'm the proof of all your crimes And all your pills are getting old I've been a pet for all your lies But not for longer now