كلمات ill (feat. Kenny Beats)

It rained on my birthday Thanks for the text though For a quick second It really let me forget no But when I came back down Oh it felt all wrong Yea it was still raining And you were still long gone I'm not happy I still want you 'cause I want you to be happy There's a part of me I hate That hopes that maybe you still want me Am I just a shitty human Or are humans all just shitty I don't know Oh I get physically ill When I think about You getting physical with someone else Fuck that I guess it's your right to do so And it's my right to feel like shit I still think about you In the shower Wash the shampoo out my hair Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes And you'd be standing there I still think about you In the shower Used to help me wash my back Now I sit and let the water hit me Wondering who's feeling your hands I'm not happy I still want you 'cause I want you to be happy There's a part of me I hate That hopes that maybe you still want me Am I just a shitty human Or are humans all just shitty I don't know Oh I get physically ill When I think about You getting physical with someone else Fuck that I guess it's your right to do so And it's my right to feel like shit