كلمات Ego Death

I'm not so good at first impressions I just forget your name as soon as I turn around I've failed myself before I even start, hear me out There has to be a way to turn around, at this point Am I just too far gone? I've lived too long just trying to stay afloat In tides too high for me to suffer through Delusional thoughts I can't even swim, I'm sinking as it's Sinking in, I'm sick, obsessed in changing who I am I gotta get what I want And if I can't, then it seems that I have Lost the best of my heart And if it's gone, then I'll have to find myself I guess that I'll stay trapped in my own hell I gotta get what I want And if I can't, then it seems that I have Lost the best of my heart And if it's gone, then I'll have to find myself I guess that I'll stay trapped in my own hell Trapped in my own hell Digging up the grave of my former self Asking where the fuck did I go wrong, this is Ego death Ego death Is it my time to die? Ego death