كلمات Beyond My Reach

I'm traveling trough emotions Trough sickness and fear Decided now that I´ll stay low, to know I'm still here I'm trying to conform so, that I might appeal And I cling on to my only hope that life isn't real And I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die When I´ll seal the gates To the secrets beyond my reach I wish that I was pretty I wish I was cool I wish I was an astronaut instead of a fool Decided I won't be sad Make sure I won't cry Can't fail to find my happiness ´cos I never try Well I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die When I seal the gates to the secrets beyond my reach I'm sending all my loving just to myself I'm trying to ignore those facts that its not worth to spell? Collecting all my troubles in brown paper bags Convinced myself that they are gone, if not who cares? Well I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die When I´ll seal the gates to the secrets beyond my reach I wish that I was pretty I wish I was cool I wish I was an astronaut instead of a fool Decided I won't be sad Make sure I won't cry Can't fail to find my happiness ´cos I´ll never try And I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die When I´ll seal the gates To the secrets beyond my reach Well I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die When I´ll seal the gates to the secrets, To the secrets beyond my reach