كلمات Traces Of Pain

When my so called life comes to an end I am condemned to burn (in hell) Heaven denied my soul will fry God will laugh and i´ll (cry) Traces of pain in my mind I am leaving behind When st: peter looks upon my file He´ll sentence me to eternal (fire) Heaven denied my soul will fry God will laugh and i´ll (cry) Why is it so hard to forget all the pain and regret When i hardly recall times of laughter and joy Hatred confuses my mind leaving laove far behind But if i start loving pain, can i trick my own brain? I am reaching out of madness wonderes into unknown But is it called sanity when your heart turns to stone? I can´t feel anymore, my world is slowly getting cold A desire to kill crawls up my spine, i can´t hold back i feel alive Leaving behind, the pain deep inside Start to deny, the tears in my eyes As i have to kill to survive Why is love so hard to express when you´re afraid of lonliness? When it is easy to hate if it all is to late This paradox confuses my head i´ll be better of dead But if i wear somebody else i might break out from this shell I am reaching out of madness, but i am living a dream And no matter how i twist and turn this can´t be called sanity Is this the way it was ment to be? Is this the path of my destiny? Can i turn back or is it all to late? What can i do, to change my fate?