كلمات Desperate

In the 16-th day of fierce october Dead leaves whirl into the cold room All this is ended. My war is over and my life seems filled with gloom I said goodbye to all my hopes What's left behind I shall not find the rain of yester tears still falls And death'll bring freedom to my mind My headaches grow How many days i cried Which way to go How many times i died So many days i searched, So many ways i am doubtful What i oughta do Does no god hear when i pray? And my worst dreams come true (repeat 2nd verse) Insufferable excruciating pain Irremediable despair paralysed my brain In the beginning of the end I want to stay here With my hurt lonesome road makes many bends And i cannot ease my lot desolate To live is to suffer desperate To suffer is to live My headaches grow How many days i cried Which way to go How many times i died