كلمات Rude

I'm here to curse my own tongue again For it's wrong again Untrue Oh I'm the only one, they noticed it[?] Hung over it, seem to (Be) falling from my mouth before I move Not helping any point I'm trying to prove Just smiling there, darling in the end I wish I didn't care, 'Cause caring is rude I'm here to curse my own name again Make it plain again For you Do you really think that if I could change, The world could change, that's not true 'Cause you are young and we don't share a soul And nothing I could say would gain control Oh nature rushing me back to the cell It's better for my health If I hold it true[?], 'Cause caring is rude You are young and we don't share a goal And nothing I could say would gain control Oh nature rushing me back to the cell It's better for my health If I hold it true[?], 'Cause caring is rude Nature is cruel