كلمات DON'T YOU SEE ME TRYING?

Par- Ei- Do- Lia Par- Ei- Do- Lia Everything that I love will destroy me in the end so I break my own heart over and over again Deep breath, exhale This is how it always ends My heart giving out Dinner party full of friends New loves, old beds I've been seeing ghosts again All good, no thanks Hunger in the growing pains How do I know How to make this stop? When the world keeps spinning And I want to get off Whatever I seem I was never as tough I was never as clean As you think that I was I, hide in plain sight I'm gonna dance till my death And God, it feels nice To be this reckless again I'm not myself I haven't been in some time But don't you see me trying? Don't you see me trying? New fame, body ache I feel like a child again Hungry for attention Looking for it in the wrong place Growing pains, growing wings Right between my shoulder blades Glass hips shatter Under plastic skin, oh How do I know When enough is enough? Did I take it too far? Concern looks like love The going gets good Then I fuck things up I just stay right here And I never grow up I, hide in plain sight I'm gonna dance till my death And God, it feels nice To be this careless again I'm not myself I haven't been in some time But don't you see me trying? Don't you see me? I, hide in plain sight I'm going back to the wreck And God, it feels nice In ways I don't understand One more time And then I swear I'll be fine But don't you see me trying Don't you see me trying? Don't you see me trying? Don't you see me? Don't you see me trying? Everything that I love will destroy me in the end So I break my own heart over and over again Everything that I love will destroy me in the end So I break my own heart over and over again Everything that I love will destroy me in the end So I break my own heart over and over again Everything that I love will destroy me in the end So I break my own heart over and over again I, hide in plain sight I'm gonna dance till my death And God, it feels nice To be this reckless again I'm not myself I haven't been in some time But don't you see me trying? Don't you see me trying?