كلمات Solitude

As I wake As I take a sharp gasp of air my whole body stagnates Staring into the black of a darkened room My existence transpires My whole feeling is numb I have no more questions I have no more cause I no longer desire control Because everything's lost its worth Reclusive and tameless Blocking out all the lights No more bullshit to see No chance for progression Just a small husk of life Trapped and bound I don't give a fuck Why the fuck am I here? Hermetical instincts Will I ever find purpose? Stepping onto the path of pain Every step I take leads to despair I don't know where to go What direction to take My existence has gone astray Solitude takes me away Unresponsive to hands reaching out The ones who are beckoning and calling my name Trapped in an ocean Growing attached to the isolation Vicious and restless Get a glimmer of hope Salvage what's left of me Drifting out of direction Maybe only by chance I'll arrive on the shores Giving in, defeated, no hope for return How can I exist in a world that's been torn apart? I don't know where to go I don't know what direction to take Stepping onto the path of pain Every step I take leads to despair I don't know where to go What direction to take My existence has gone astray Solitude takes me away As I writhe As I die All memory of me has just been left behind My perception's the same as the darkened room Welcome to solitude