كلمات Departures

Today all colors are bleeding. Across the ocean. I am sorry I couldn't stay. How does it feel to own what you are. To unstitch your heart without causing a flood. To fall but never ceasing to believe. In light taking over darkness. To breathe life in serenity. If only I knew how to forgive. If only I knew how to let go. If only I knew how to own what I am. Galaxies away. I am riding the waves of the lost. Lead this ship astray. Make me hate you again. Fear, trust, guilt, love. In the grip of a coming storm. I am sinking under the weight of a troubled sun. When bitterness conquered the heart. And left us crawling in the cold. Screaming worth a lifetime with a voice of a follower. Always too soon. Always too late. Always in between. If only I knew how to forgive. If only I knew how to let go. If only I knew how to own what I am.