كلمات Ache

I am empty, desperate and depressed The sadness entrenches itself deep in my heart My heart beats heavy as thunder in winter Sighing hurts, I can’t breathe Am I able to think clearly? Does my reasoning rest in its own elixir, trapped? Now I lift my head from the lake of tears Can't bear myself and my reflection anymore I hate everything around me. I need to kill!!! Am I sleeping? Am I dreaming? Am I awake? I don't know anymore Am I screaming? Does it hurt? Am I crying? What do I want? Time - I need time! Space - I need air? Convulsions force me to the ground Screams resound around me Going far into the world I wished I could be this sound