كلمات Eyelids

You packed your shit up and dammit I miss us Maybe a hiccup or maybe a mistrust It’s hard to share without falling to pieces And you don’t care I know it’s all on me And now I’ve gotta few women Swimming in my bed None of them are you I understand But why Is this so easy for you, does it destroy you? Don’t paint me out to be Anything that could never be your everything, I Don’t like this no I don’t buy it Push me to the side just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm being left out to bleed, I Won’t fight this, I’ll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids I know I’ve been pathetic, I know it’s embarrassing Grab me the kerosene, I’ll pour it on everything This shits gonna bury me, I’ll watch it all burn And I’ve been acting on emotion, damn Everybody sees it I’ve been falling down Lost a lot of friends another falling out Dug another hole that I’ll be crawling out of And now I’ve got a few women I’ve been swimming inside Anything to get you off my mind, but why Is this like nothing to you How do I get through to you? I’ve been taking longer strides Without you right here by my side But why Is this so easy for you, does it destroy you? Don’t paint me out to be Anything that could never be your everything, I Don’t like this no I don’t buy it Push me to the side just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm being left out to bleed, I Won’t fight this, I’ll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids So don't you dare say that were ok You took the hand that pulled you out of the gray But you won't admit, and that's all I get So right here we sit with disdain on our lips