كلمات Waves

Can’t express how I'm feeling ‘cause I don’t even know I'm surrounded by people, never felt so alone I know my heart is pumping but I can’t feel it now My chest hurts yet I turn all help down I'm a puppet trained to live, my tears are toxic and I don’t know how to forgive myself I'm tired, I'm sick Everyone around me looks blurry And I can’t seem to find your helping hands right in front of me Life is coming in waves and I can't turn away Crushing in on me, I'm buried underneath Life is coming in waves, don't wanna turn away Crushing in on me but I don't wanna leave I don't know what to say or how to find the right words There are times when I think it might stop to hurt But then I take a breath, swallow a hand full of dirt I spit it out, exhale until it covers my shirt I'm a puppet trained to live, my tears are toxic and I don’t know how to forgive myself I'm tired, I'm sick Everyone around me looks blurry And I can’t seem to find your helping hands right in front of me Life is coming in waves and I can't turn away Crushing in on me, I'm buried underneath Life is coming in waves, don't wanna turn away Crushing in on me but I don't wanna leave I'm wandering around not knowing what's to find Living like there’s no stars to be aligned Thinking no one’s here to help me through Facing a wall keeping me from you