كلمات Normal Too

Your mind is made and I don’t understand Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t Be normal too Be normal too Be normal too I wanted you I wanted you I wanted you I’m paralyzed I’m hard to reach You’d be better off if you stay away from me Might as well watch me from behind a screen I won’t blame you I'm hardened, calloused, underloved I push my pain beneath the rug Hard for me to trust anyone Except for you Your mind is made and I don’t understand Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t Be normal too Be normal too Be normal too I wanted you I wanted you I wanted you I learned too late I need to sit up straight Didn’t play the same games that the others played Ran from my heart while I chased my fate Then I met you For a second I thought I’d get away with it Thought I found someone who would forgive How hard it is for me to let you in I was confused Your mind is made and I don’t understand Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t Be normal too Be normal too Be normal too I wanted you I wanted you I wanted you