كلمات Easy Living

so what do i say about the last five years with a dead blank stare and an empty beer i stay away for today because you want it that way and if you ask me about the things i like just be .. the payment is high, it's social suicide so i'm pulling out my hair and call.. with two big black eyes that are self inflicted and i'm dying tonight because it only feels right so what do i say when i need some help cause i can't erase this pain all by myself would you please carry me? because this bottles empty well i know that you're scared trust me i am too but i can't make it through the day my .. would you please stay with me, and .. me to sleep so i'll pull out my hair and call out my.. with two big black eyes that are self inflicted and i'm dying tonight cause it only feels right