كلمات Dukkha

Devoured by light Succumbed to darkness I lie awake at night And sleep all day With my eyes open Drawing nails into my veins To end the pain of desolation Vision blurred, a feeling of relief induced Deep extasis caused by physically inflicted sensation Drawing nails into my veins To end the pain of desolation Captivated by void I pass through lifelessness Illusions merge With the gloom of my reality Like a parasite Anxiety manifests itself Within my physicality Muscular tensions Like electric shocks in my brain In this dark abyss of pain I decompose Staring through the mist I ask myself, is there a way out? Samsara, samsara, samsara Suffering, suffering, suffering I am a burden to myself Condemned to nothingness I'm slowly peeling off my skin Inch by inch Hung up on a rusty hook I see the reflection of my weakness Ugliness inside and out Tortured existence I wish to be dead