كلمات God as Witness

With God as witness Thought I was in control Head full of secrets The more I hide the more they grow Into a sickness Now I'm a man about to crack A million pieces No way of turning back I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in Lately I'm feeling myself Tired of waiting on everyone else I don't want anyone's help I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in I beg forgiveness I wasn't quite myself None of your business I never asked for anyone To bear witness The darkest corners of my mind Came home for Christmas But it was Valentines I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in Lately I'm feeling myself Tired of waiting on everyone else I don't want anyone's help I'm on the edge and I'm ready to jump in White noise, white house, white lies White thinker friends No chance People in tents Red door, my God My heart beating out of my chest For the people impressed You don't know me I'm a freak I'm a dummy IT 'Cause I never drop out My hair, my teeth, my feet Never ever come clean Half the price for a rebound I'm ready to jump in Lately I'm feeling myself Tired of waiting on everyone else Lately I'm feeling myself Tired of waiting on everyone else