Alive lyrics

The night has come again, And still, I am alone- This time more than ever. A feeling I had never felt before And I don't want to remember. It's taking a hold of me now You drove in town to see me, But you turned into a messenger Oh, with news I never thought would hit my ears. It's now numbing me inside (?) me from this life and I, Want so badly to disappear. Maybe someday I can stand again. Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew. But I need you now to mend my heart Because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight. (tonight [x5]) You're everything to me: My whole world, entire being, The one thing I hold true in my life. What made you do this to me? Did you want me to set you free? It tears me up inside, every night. Maybe someday I can stand again. Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew. But I need you now to mend my heart Because you're the only one who can keep me alive tonight. And everything will be just fine. (I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect) And everything will be just fine. (I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect) Maybe someday I can stand again. (and everything will be just fine) Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew. But I need you now to mend my heart (and everything will be just fine) Because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight.