Forgive The Years (A Brother's Apology) lyrics

I drowned in shadows Too blind to see The faces that waited Calling for me My walls were high My mind a cage Left you behind Consumed by rage I hear your voices Faint through the storm A haunting echo A love deformed Shattered bonds Can't be mend Will you forgive me in the end I was lost I was gone But I'm here Holding on I built my prison Brick by brick Your cries are next to the clock dead Still cross my chest? It's hard to breathe I ran from love But you didn't leave Through the chaos your light remained My selfish silence Brought you pain Shattered bonds Can't be mend Will you forgive me in the end I was lost I was gone But I'm here Holding on