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I don't know if I should be here I don't know if I should stay I've kept conclusions in a book with my dreams But I'm not feeling very brave I am stained I don't know if I can hold on I'm not sure that I still feel We're so desensitized by our short-term ideals That self-expression seems unreal Now I am stained I am stained You and I - we were an institution, baby I thought we'd overcome the rest But even those who choose to walk the higher wire, baby Sometimes need a safety net