A For Andrew lyrics

I have an illness and it's called myself I am so desperate I'm getting in over my head I regret so many things I've done The past is to remind me how broken I am How naive I was I've suffered the consequences This world is not for me I've suffered the consequences I've failed you I've failed everyone I've put so many things above you, (but you still are always there for me) I don't know who I am anymore (If I even know who) I was how naive I was My head starts pounding My body begins to burn I'm tired I'm beat down And my hope is dying I've suffered the consequences This world is not for me I've suffered the consequences I've failed you I've failed everyone I've put so many things above you, but you still are always there for me I don't know who I am anymore (if I even know who I was)