Pick a Side lyrics

I'll never see what you live for. Will I ever see you the way he does? I'm nothing but a man With a true lack for sun. (?) My affection is skewed By my own self-destructive nature No, this is all so real. No, this is all so real. So tell me the truth, Shouting at the top of your lungs, 'Cause we all will be dead so soon. I'm planning your life. I need to find the reason for life, Before I am hollow inside. Oh, this is all so real. No, this is all so real.