Leaving This World lyrics

I can't walk carrying this ash on my back I need to let it go, I need to let it go But I can't let go when I'm on my own How in the hell was this house once a home? When I think I've found happiness It never lasts Relax, it's all in the past Oh, is this the end Of everything I thought was real? This can't be the end This world used to seem so real Testing my patience with time You've made up your mine If you're leaving this world, I'm not far behind I thought all of this was real, I thought all of this was real I knew peace was a long shot I was sorry long before you all thought Stay silent while the whole world Thinks I'm something I'm not Become the target of hatred Make me the target of hatred When I think I've found happiness It never lasts Relax, it's all in the past Oh, is this the end Of everything I thought was real? This can't be the end This world used to seem so real Testing my patience with time You've made up your mind If you're leaving this world, I'm not far behind I thought all of this was real, I thought all of this was real But the world I once knew is Just like the ash and the knives in my back When I think I've found happiness It never lasts, why won't it last? The absolute worst of me Does not make up all of my being Oh, you think you know me You know my mistakes, but you don't know me Oh, is this the end Of everything I thought was real? This can't be the end This world used to seem so real Testing my patience with time You've made up your mind If you're leaving this world, I'm not far behind I thought all of this was real, I thought all of this was real