Holding My Own Hand lyrics

Yes I know when you give out your love you don't give it to get any back But I'd hope that person who needed me there would be there if I asked But what they don't tell you is that you don't need that I got so used to having a hand to hold I didn't know what to do When I thought in my darkest you'd be there but now I know that isn't true Cause you only want me when I'm there to fix you When the part that kills me is that I'd still love to But I just wanna thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And even though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you I got a chance at holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Learned my lesson, I tried and I tested and nothing I did I would change Now I'm here doing it all on my own and I feel more proud than in pain You know I'm still hurting and feel like I need it But I'm merely learning how to love me without you But I just wanna thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And even though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you I got a chance at holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Holding my own hand At holding my own hand And I get now that it just wasn't meant to be So don't bother saying sorry But I just wanna thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And even though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you I got a chance at holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Mmm At holding my own hand Holding my own hand At holding my own hand