I'm Alive lyrics

I don't think I'll ever get over it I don’t think I have that power To get over it I have grieved your death One-thousand and one times And yet you’re still here on my mind I can still feel you in my life My closet is a mess of cluttered things Everything stings and I don't feel right I wish it were me instead I wish I was the one that was dead I wish it were me instead I wish I was the one that was dead But I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive And I don’t know why I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive And I don’t know why