Retrograde lyrics

It's been awhile but I'm coming back again Experience all that I am Diametric I can't remember when I thought I'd never give a damn A delusive hologram Stronger each day Making my way Out of retrograde Like a blue jay Soar from the grey Out of retrograde I no longer get my fix From manipulative tricks That I played on everyone Grateful and able I'm healthy and I'm stable Visioning my direction And I only just begun Stronger each day Making my way Out of retrograde Like a blue jay Soar from the grey Out of retrograde It was the darkest time of my life (But now she's standing tall) With a newfound confidence Sick of living just by the knife (And that knock-down, drag-out brawl) Now I'm giving proof I'm choosing to be powerful Believing in myself and after all! Stronger each day Making my way Out of retrograde Like a blue jay Soar from the grey Out of retrograde