Laredo lyrics

Gonna take a trip to Laredo Gonna take a dip in the lake Oh, I'm at a crossroads with myself I don't got no one else Possibilities at the door I won't be needing them anymore Oh, is this the first time in your life It's hard just to get by? But oh my love, don't you even know? And oh my love, are you really gone? Can you see the world through a window? Are you having troubles in droves? Oh, I think the worst thing I could do Is get back home to you I put a bullet in my Kia Lorenzo A kitchen knife up to my face Throw me in the deep of Jenner Lake Believe me when I say That oh my love, you don't even call And oh my love, is that you on the phone? And oh my love, you don't even know And oh my love, are you really gone?