Words And Ashtrays lyrics

TODAY I FELT I SHOULD GO AWAY BUT I TRIED NOT TO SAY IT CAUSE I´D CONFUSE YOU IN A PLACE FAR AWAY FROM MINE SHE WILL GET DOWN AND PRAY FOR MY FAITHLESS LIFE IN A MAGIC WAY SHE TURNS A BLESSFUL DAY INTO A USELESS NIGHT BUT I DESERVE IT AND I NEED IT BUT I DONT WANNA SEE MY WHOLE LIFE RESTARTS I WALK ALONE IN UNSOLID WHERE THIS ROAD TAKES ME ONLY DOWN AND DOWN BUT I CAN FEEL THAT IM ON YOUR VIEW THROUGH THE DAY AND NIGHT BUT I CAN FOOL YOU AND IN A MAGIC WAY SHE TURNS A BLESSFUL DAY INTO A USELESS LIFE AND OUR LIFE KEEP ON TURNING INTO SHORT CUT WAYS WORDS AND ASHTRAYS SEE MY LIFE IN BACKWORDS AND IT´S ALL I SEE SEE MY LIFE IN BACKWORDS AND IT´S ALL I NEED