Fade lyrics

I close my eyes and see nothing... Only floating red. My mind is a swamp of dirt... Shake my soul! Break my chest and put your hand inside it. I feel your breath. Vermins on my face... FADE... You put virus in my chest, Smash my heart and laugh. My mind dissects. Scream goes down to growl. I am gratefull for your cruelty. WHERE IS MY KNIFE?! You will die like a shit! DIE!!! FADE... I close my eyes and see nothing... Only floating red. ...pulsing! Insanity is my escape, Insanity is my fade.