Original lyrics
ENI stood in your shadow
Waiting my turn
Hoping someday
You'd finally learn
You held my heart
Like it wasn't yours
Like loving me
Was something you couldn't afford
I kept believing
You would see
What you meant
To me
I won't beg you to choose me anymore
I won't stay where I'm unsure
If I'm not your first, I won't be your maybe
I need something real, not just lately
So tonight I set you free
Yeah tonight I choose me
It hurts, but now I see
Loving you was losing me
I learned your silence
Line by line
Every I'm fine
Was a quiet goodbye
You didn't break me
All at once
You let me fall
Little by little, piece by piece
Now I see it
Crystal clear
You were never
Really here
I won't beg you to choose me anymore
I won't stay where I'm unsure
If I'm not your first, I won't be your maybe
I need something real, not just lately
So tonight I set you free
Yeah tonight I choose me
It hurts, but now I see
Loving you was losing me
And tonight
I do this for myself
For the first time
I choose my health
I let go
Of what's not mine
I stop holding
What I can't define
I won't beg you to choose me anymore
I'm done knocking on your door
If I'm not your first, I won't be your maybe
I need something real, not just lately
So tonight I set you free
Yeah tonight I choose me
Even if it breaks me slowly
At least I'm finally me
Tonight I did myself a favor
I finally let you go