Look Ma! lyrics

Look ma, the wind's stopped blowing And I see that that means nothing There's more to a storm And all the wires are down, and there is not a sound But I pray just for today, yeah Look ma, I ain't done growing My blind eyes are slowly opening up again Sun overhead By now, denial is breaking I'm over the fake love-making As a way of quick escape Through the chaos and the calm Found some comfort in the harm And I fall apart Look ma, some winds still blowing I'm over pretending knowing it all As I hit the floor It's gonna be a long, long day Looking for a long, long winter Planning on an easy way To get around the whole thing quicker Trick of the mind for a minute Was only lying to myself Pushing my luck to the limit Putting the poison in the shelf Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah