Wasted lyrics

Must be wasted On the waitin' I've been wonderin' About a home The fable painted Is it my creation? I guess I've been chasin' What I don't know I've been seeking Some assurance And comin' back To old ceremonies I see my old friends And they seemed offended But I'm still seeking My old home I spent my summers On incantations I put my tongue in To tell a taste But I went back there Where I was younger Where they're just waiting On the rest I don't want freedom Or to be better I just wanna believe This void will close 'Till it's yawning A gap like kings But still I'm seeking Somewhere to go I must be wasted On the waitin' I've been wonderin' If I will see The fabled painting Through my confusion Where everything is soothing And everything is real I had a first time I had forgiveness I had an answer But I had to go Is there one path maybe? But I need a clear sign Light me a beacon So I can know What I need