Outermost lyrics

How can you keep such a stiff face? When I am running mad It all seems just a game for you I’ll laugh about it I wanted to listen to the rain But how can I? If your song is playing loud It ain’t no fun You know below a total blackout We can see the most I realized I can close my eyes If you've got the switch Someday I’ll love myself so much I’ll live apart from you and Won’t need to pretend our story Was nothing ‘cause it will be