Nihilism lyrics

Guess I lied today I'm not gonna be OK Not like this anyway The words were sounding wrong The moment you'd smiled and gone And now I don't know how to do this anymore I wonder if you come back home Tell these ghosts to disappear I wonder if you're there alone With these lies you hold so dear All of your lovers All of your lovers Can't take the place I'm in Maybe I'm just new To this entire show Well, now it's really all I know You told me what you'd do Every single move And now it's throwing back walls I can't see through I wonder if you come back home Tell these ghosts to disappear I wonder if you're there alone Breaking vows you hold so dear All of your lovers All of your lovers Can't take the place I'm in Where I'm always so close Yet I'm feeling so cold All of your lovers All of your lovers What is this place