Finger on the Trigger lyrics

Oh Lord please forgive me for what I'm about to do I'm running on empty and my options are few You know that I did the best that I can But i've done hit rock bottom, my time is at hand Because I lost my job My bills are getting bigger Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, I ain't got a penny My woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up DHS bout to take my kids Tryin' to get well, keep getting sicker Sittin' in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger You know I never meant to hurt anyone And I'll face the consequences for everything I've done And Lord sometimes I wonder if your even there 'Cause my burden is back-breaking and it's all that I can bear Because I lost my job My bills are getting bigger Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, I ain't got a penny My woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up DHS bout to take my kids Tryin' to get well, keep getting sicker Sittin' in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger