Cynical lyrics

There's a cynical feeling saying I should give up You said everything you'll ever say There's a moment of panic When I hear the phone ring Anxiety's calling in my head Is it back again? Are you back again? Don't wake me up before you leave Is there the slightest trace of what you once believed I feel your hand unlock the door Leaving fingerprints of water in the oil What's the point of saying sorry now? Lost my voice while fighting my way out I'm not sorry now