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I waited so long for this moment I forget how to live for today Full speed but I'm not getting nowhere I still believe, believe in nothing at all Sometimes I feel like I'm dying Maybe I'm already dead I don't know why I keep trying I still believe, believe in nothing at all I stand alone and I'm not gonna break It's getting harder every morning I wake I fucking hate it, but I love it this way Kill me baby, kill me baby I had a dream I was king of the ocean Because I like to drown in my pain I was swollen, I was floating I don't believe, believe in nothing at all I'll be just fine in the morning Just another ordinary man Scratching the walls of this prison I still believe, believe in nothing at all I stand alone, and I'm not gonna break It's getting harder every morning I wake I fucking hate it, but I love it this way Kill me baby, kill me baby And if I make it then I gotta maintain Put a bullet inside of my brain My whole life is a fucking mistake Kill me baby, kill me baby